Forever Alone

I've had to say goodbye forever to two people this week. I've known one for over a year and the other for just under a year. Both are really cool people. Life really sucks. Both have graduated from their school. I'm not sure what one is going to do but the other is moving back to Florida. I'll really miss her, we had a lot of fun times and good memories over the last year. Bleh. High school is nothing compared to this because with those people you'll always have common ground: your hometown. Some people may never leave and some people may never come back, but at least you have a better chance of seeing them again than with two people who have completely different life paths. Like with my friend, she's from Florida and lived in Arlington for a while. She graduated from the University of Maryland this semester. Now she's going to move back to Florida. Realistically, she doesn't have any reason to ever come back to Arlington whereas people from Hagerstown might come back to Hagerstown (family, friends, etc.). It really sucks because I feel as though we just started developing our friendship on a more personal level and a less work-related one. And now all that will be gone because she'll have moved. We'll still probably keep in touch, but it'll be nothing like hanging out.