Confusion

Ahhh, why is life so confusing? It doesn't even give you a clue as to what's going on. I've been thinking of some things, and situations lately and I'm not sure about me, or her, or anything. I still have feelings for her, but I don't know if she has them for me. I hate these guessing games. I read one of her poems and I think it's about me. I don't want to sound self-centered, but it really sounds like a lot of the stuff we have talked about before. Gah. I don't know. I wish this was simpler, or if someone would help me figure it out. I want to talk to her about it, but I don't know what to say without making me look retarded. "Hey is this poem about me?" no. -.-

I can't think anymore. I thought I was going to write something else here, but I guess not now. Hmm... let's talk about school. I hate english class haha. There's about 20 people in there, and only 4 are boys including myself. There's this kid me and Dani call "Hair" because he has really short hair except for his bangs, which he pulls around his ear. It's very hard to take him seriously haha. Dani and I also call this one kid "Cigarette" because he always says "I NEED A FUCKING CIGARETTE!" usually followed by a violent head shake, and he doesn't care who's around. It's funny, I saw him say it today in lunch. Ahh, tech high will be fun. I'm enjoying my tech class, which I have tomorrow. I guess that's it for now.